After I had the clear vision of the three timelines/pathways I could choose in response to the frightening medical emergency my Husband, Doug, experienced in January (see the last post), the very next day I had another spiritual experience that was astounding for me.
Again, I found myself at the ocean, my sanctuary lately, sitting in solitude just BEing. I find that when I give myself this precious time to allow all the busy-ness to melt away, I can really open to the messages of Spirit for my life. The ocean waves have been enormous many times this year and to observe the ebb and flow mesmerizes me and puts me into an altered state often.
Add to the magic of the ocean the humpback whales who frequent our Hawaiian waters each year in the winter and we are gifted with the awesome sight of whales breaching, fin slapping and generally frolicking just a few yards from shore. The aquamarine waves are so very beautiful and lull me into letting go while I commune with the whales from my perfect perch above the waters.
On this particular day, the day after I made the choice to choose the middle path of total faith along with commitment to take care of business, I had another life changing experience.
First, let me tell you that fear and financial security has always been my biggest challenge in life. Coming from a large Irish-Catholic dysfunctional (and loving too) family, finances were always a big concern for us. My parents did the best they could and we were always fed, but I remember in my bones my mother’s constant concern and fear that there was never enough. I absorbed her fear and have worked all my life to clear that out of my being. [Read more…]