“I am Love”

Color of Love
Color of Love
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Pink Light of Love from the Whale
Pink Light of Love from the Whale
\r\n\r\nTo continue with the amazing awakenings I have been having for the last few months (see my blog posts beginning with Apirl 9), I wish to share with you a beautiful realization I had some weeks ago.\r\n\r\nOne night I awoke from a nightmare in the middle of the night that was terrifying. I used to have nightmares often as a child, but have not had to experience them for a long time now.\r\n\r\nThis particular dream was so frightening that I awoke feeling terror in my whole body and was breathing so hard I literally could not catch my breath for several minutes after I awoke.\r\n\r\nIn the dream I was being chased by a huge and ferocious bear. You have probably had those kinds of dreams, too, that felt so real. The bear was so fast and powerful that I started screaming as it came close to me, at which moment my husband, Doug, gently touched my shoulder and I could hear him saying, “It is alright, Darling, there is nothing to woryy about. It is just a dream.”\r\n\r\nWhen I heard him I could feel myself still screaming but thankfully his gentle nudge woke me up. I have never had that much terror in my body and could feel the feelings for many moments after I awoke. From my interest in dreams for many years, I knew that this was a sign from my subconscious to pay attention. Continue reading ““I am Love””

Choosing Fear or the Light of All Possibility

The Light of All Possibility
The Light of All Possibility
\r\n\r\nIf you read my last two posts, you will see a progression of some beautiful awakenings and ah-has that have been shown to me throughout the last month or so. I feel to share these with you to inspire you too!\r\n\r\nFor a few days after my last experience, I began to feel a disconnect within me. I realized that there was a part of me that just could not really appreciate the amazing life I have and what I have been able to manifest in my life.\r\n\r\nI have the most wonderful and loving man as my husband of over 21 years, have amazing children and grandchildren, live in the paradise of Hawaii and am so honored to be able to work with the wild dolphins and whales. I love my life … and yet I discovered this part of me that just felt detached from all of these blessings. It felt as though it really was not real … that this was someone else’s life. I couldn’t understand it.\r\n\r\nSo I went down to the ocean again to discover what was going on. I asked all my spiritual guides to surround me and called upon my Higher Self to assist me to go deep to find the answer.\r\n\r\nI could see, in my mind’s eye, these loving beings encircling me and my beautiful HS there in the center. She called upon the part of me that feels disconnected to come forth into the circle.\r\n\r\nAll of a sudden I saw that aspect of me (let’s call her the Doubter) huddled in the fetal position on the floor. My HS asked her, “What is wrong?” Continue reading “Choosing Fear or the Light of All Possibility”

Rejoice! A Day for Hope and Celebration!

Alleluja!
\r\n\r\nI was born on Easter many years ago and so it has always been a very special celebration for me throughout my life.  Raised Catholic, I remember so well the wafting scent of the incense during “high mass” and the jubilation I felt when immersed in the glorious sounds of the choir bursting forth with the joyous Easter songs.\r\n\r\nMy mother was very devout, as I was too in those days, and Easter Sunday brought out the deeply joyous part of her as she played the “Alleluja” at first light of dawn … and then to mass with our clan … all nine of us Regans.  This ritual, followed by our boisterous Easter brunch and Mom’s lamb cake (for the Lamb of God, of course) holds fond memories for me.\r\n\r\nMost of all, though,  it is the symbolism of this special celebration that has been the driving force in my life throughout my adult years.  The resurrection of Christ is such a powerful example of the ETERNAL POSSIBILITY OF ALL THINGS.  Some believe in this as fact and some see the bible stories as wonderful stories that teach us about life, but not necessarily true.  It doesn’t matter to me, really,  for this miracle has impacted my life deeply and has provided me with a belief in HOPE, FAITH and TRUST in the universe that rivals any doubt, fear or hesitation.\r\n\r\nI know so many of you have had difficult childhoods, like me too.  What always gave me hope that I could “rise from the ashes” each time I met with a challenge was the remembrance that I was born on the day of eternal hope … the day that shows us that we can all triumph over adversity always and forever.  It is possible as ALL IS POSSIBLE!  I, and you may have too, have had so many “deaths and resurrections” on my journey through life and each and every time I picked myself up and dusted myself off to forge ahead, I knew that I could come back more wise, more grounded and a bit more joyous.\r\n\r\nI have not written in my blog for some months now and have realized, as I look back over my life, that since I have left fear behind (about a year and half ago) I no longer feel compelled to take action on anything unless it is guided by my soul and in my highest joy!  It is almost as though I have tested myself to see if I felt I “had” to write often or “should” write often, as many say is important, OR … could I just do it when I really felt the desire deep in my heart?  I love the freedom that fearlessness brings! Continue reading “Rejoice! A Day for Hope and Celebration!”