Update: Riding the Wave into 2020

Mr and Mrs Christmas

Trish “Mrs Christmas”

Alan, Trish and Nigel

Christmas party 2019

Alan, Nigel, Trish and Doug

Guests at Nigel and Alan’s beautiful home

Cottage with fireplace
in Volcano

Cabin in the woods

Volcano
Large fireplace with endless wood

Happy New Year and New Decade everyone!  It sure feels that most are so grateful to have 2019 over with with its deep dives and challenges on almost every front.  I am sure you have heard this or have experienced the tension of the density and polarity within and without becoming more and more intense as the year wore on?

We were moved, prodded and forced at times during last year to clear old patterns and subconscious content that was holding us back in any way and 2020 promises to be a year of mastery on so many levels.  It is exciting and I am already feeling the lightness seeping into my entire being … hope you are too.

I just had to add some photos of our big Christmas party on Christmas day!  Our dear friends, Nigel Patterson and Alan Glock, offered that we could use their gorgeous home in Kona for our party that usually has about 100 revelers … what a fantastic gift!  Here we had no more home of our own and were blessed to be able to continue the tradition for our community … thank you, thank you, thank you Nigel and Alan!

Onward and upward on our grand adventure!  My last post was done in mid October.  At that time we had no idea where we would be living in the new year and thought we would be living with Cindy in Puna indefinitely.  After a few wonderful weeks here, we learned, though,  that her nephew would now be coming to live with her in perhaps mid January, which, of course, meant that we would need to find a new home by then.

My first reaction, of course, was that now we needed to start searching for either house sitting situations in Hawaii or for very inexpensive studio apartments that we could afford.  At that time, we had not done a complete financial assessment and didn’t quite know what we actually could afford in rent.

Doug’s and my motivation in doing anything is always of spirit.  We have never been focused on “making money” from our calling and in following our guidance we do find that it sometimes leads us into situations that look like we are in lack.  What we know, though … blessedly … is that these situations are grist for our pathways into the Light.  We know that abundance is ultimately ours.

I did a channeling with Archangel Metatron, one of our main guides, and to my surprise he told us NOT to start searching for our next home but to spend the next weeks going deeper within to find and seek out any remnants of fear or effort to try to manage this with our ego  minds …. what???? (from my Capricorn side.)  Oh my, I could not believe it really … do nothing?, but, as I have learned, we must follow our guidance!

When I heard this, I decided I just must do a little bit of something!  I have Aries as my sun sign and my rising sign is Capricorn.  If you may know, Aries wants to take action NOW, and Capricorn wants to organize everything perfectly.  Oh geeeez … this was such a challenge for me to handle!  So I asked my Higher Self what to do with myself.

The answer I received was to give myself a “30 Day Challenge” which meant I was to write in my journal every single day to seek out those false beliefs and what was going on in my pesky ego mind.  Oh boy … I found I loved writing again!  I hadn’t done this in many years.

During all the years of my inner healing (starting at age 26) I did write all the time and found such a treasure of ideas and inspirations that helped me so so much during those 25 years of inner seeking.  I had let it go when we came to Hawaii 26 years ago and started our work with the dolphins and whales.

Since I was delighted to write again I began to feel the urge to be creative again and perhaps to even write another book!  The seed was planted and in my journalling from November 8 on I explored all my feelings about our situation and surprisingly did not find any fear.  Yayyy … that was great.

On about the second or third day of my writing, I had a fabulous message from my Higher Self.  The message was this:  “Before you take any significant action, you must ask yourself these three questions:  1)  Is it fun?  2)  Is it important?  and  3)  Is it my guidance”?

I simply loved the first one, of course!  Fun is very very important to me.  In fact, I feel so deeply that if our actions are not fun, what’s the point?  The second question was a bit more puzzling.  There can be thousands of different ways to embrace what is important … and how does one know what is??

When I asked my HS about that, here is what I heard:  “Anything that has anything to do with LOVE is important!”  Wow, yes, of course!  This could mean so many many things.  I loved that … and I do always follow my guidance, so that was clear.  Thank you HS.

After writing for about three weeks (and not exploring possibilities for our housing) I was suddenly guided to check Craigslist for any possibilities … I just had to wait until I received the guidance.

I was looking mostly in the Kona side because that is where we have lived for 25 years and feels like home to us.  We are not guided to go back to the mainland yet.  In the future, we will most likely want to go back to be with our beloved children … but we feel much too young for that just yet and our work is here in Hawaii for the time being.

The rents in Kona are very high and we just couldn’t see anything reasonable that would work for us.  Luckily, Doug had done our financial projections for this year of 2020 and we found we could afford rent and even a car payment … yayy!  So I waited until I had specific word from my HS to look again.

On December 1 I was guided to look again at Craigslist and what popped up right away was a perfect solution for us … a small one bedroom cottage in the fern forest at volcano!  See the photos above.  Granted, it is not Kona … but that fireplace drew me in and it felt just right!  The rent was $1250 per month, which was a bit out of our range at this time.

I called, regardless, and the owner and I hit if off fantastically right away!  I told him that we would need it for about four months and if we did a long term rental, could be have a lesser rent?  I told him we could really only afford $1000 per month.  What he did next just astounded me …. he said yes, that is fine and come by to see it!

On my, that felt just right and the next day we went to meet him and see this little gem.  We felt like family right away and the real magic is that he did not ask for any references (we have fabulous ones anyway), OR our credit report (not great with the foreclosure and all) nor any first month’s rent OR a contract!!!  Wow, wow, wow … it could not have been better for us!!  We did arrange a contract though just because we wanted one!  What a miracle!

So this experience only reinforces our knowing that our beliefs, attitude and expectations … and following our guidance and surrendering to our souls, lead us to exactly what we need and want!  The “experiment” of our life’s journey so far is proving our spiritual beliefs to a T!!!!!  We are profoundly grateful to our guides and Higher Selves for this miracle!

I see our new home as a true sanctuary where we will be in serene silence and have the privacy for me to write more … perhaps my next book?  I am feeling the pull to write more and maybe our journey into the unknown and the magic that has been created can inspire others to really trust the universe to guide the way.

I just want to share one more inspiration I had during these last few months of 2019.

One amazing awakening moment I had was, when I was thinking about the polarity in the US especially, and how it feels like it is pulling both “sides” apart here is an amazing vision I saw with my mind’s eye.

I could see that the “Old Matrix” or collective unconscious of mankind, in this metaphor, became like a crust over the earth. This crust had two sides that were delineated by a seam that circled the world with one half representing one aspect and the other half representing the opposite (you can add anything to this vision about what the two opposing sides represent.)

I could feel the intense tension of the pulling and knew that something just had to give. So all of a sudden I saw a split occurring right at the place where the US was. When the two sides began to pull apart, I could see the new earth emerging or being birthed! It was gorgeous blues and green and looked pure and perfect. I saw myself dancing on the new earth and looked at the two sides as something to completely rise above, leave behind and to just focus on the new 5d earth.

It was so freeing. What this taught me was that Doug and I truly need to keep our focus on the oneness and not the divide and that is how we co-create the new Golden Age!

I believe we MUST keep our vision in the Light of All Possibility and hold that fifth dimensional frequency of LOVE, TRUST, COMPASSION AND PEACE so that as a collective, we can truly bring about what we all desire in harmony and clarity.  Happy New Year …. let’s just do it!  Onward and upward!