Let Go and Allow

Trish’s 78th Birthday

My photo … looks like the Divine Mother

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Here we are in the new year of 2023!  I have not written in this blog since my re-birthing in July of 2021 … wow!  If you are interested in the whole story, scroll down to July 2019 to the post entitled:  “Darkness Into Light: Shock Into Awe.” I have always said that I will write when I am guided to and when I do have something to say, so here goes.

I am so glad to report that since that wonderful transition in my life, I have been happier than ever and so enjoying settling into just BEing for the first time in my life!  With no obligations upon me, I have allowed myself to spend much time in nature each day in the rainforest among the sacred Ohia trees and ferns.  On radiant sunny mornings, I can lay in the hot tub in the yard and meditate in the warm waters surrounded by sparkling trees. Immersing myself in this magical outdoor space is such food for the soul and has given me the opportunity to let go and allow on much deeper levels.

Ever since my re-birthing experience, I kept hearing the words in my heart … “let go and allow.”  We have been attending our old meditation group on zoom that my husband, Doug, introduced me to when I met him 33 years ago (he had already been in the group for many years).  David, our group leader, has always been so perfect as a spiritual guide (intelligent, grounded, humble, and compassionate).  I trust him completely and being in this group changed my life back then, and now I receive so much inspiration when attending as well.

David’s teaching has simplified, as my own spirituality has as well, and he leads us into meditation in a clear way and has us simply “let go and allow” our souls to become conscious within our bodies so that we can really feel our connection to the divine.  This fits so well with where I am spiritually and with what my soul tells me too.  It is all about surrendering to my soul and not to my ego.  And it is all about Love and Oneness, and I really don’t know if I will be guided to do more teaching or facilitating in the future.  I am just open to all that is.

I find that I am shying away from all the rituals, processes, and detailed explanations of who we are as aspects of Source, and I just focus on my belief that we are all extensions of the divine expressing our uniqueness, shining our Light and Love.  It has all become so simple for me and I love that.

After my re-birth in July of 2021, I pictured my newly birthed self born into the Light of All Possibility as a baby (again, see that story in the July 2021 post).  Though I had thought the cord was cut at birth, I  realized in February of 2022 that it really had not.  So I cut the cord and freed the baby! Continue reading

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RE-BIRTH July 6, 2021

 

In the rainforest

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

July 6, 2021 REBORN!!

I Am
It Is
Amen

If you have been following my journey of inner healing and surrender for the last two years since we lost our house, you will know of the stunning initiation that occurred to me when we were with the humpback whales in Mo’orea last October.

Since my last writing, my dear body has been showing me where very old energy was hidden within … remnants of past traumas from my childhood and past lives that have been stuck in the density of my cells for seventy seven years. Yes, I have gone through many years of therapy and energy healings before being called to Hawaii to work with the dolphins way back in 1994. And this sacred time has allowed my soul to bring forth the deep core entrenched energies to be loved and transmuted into Light.

Though I had so much fear of financial security,and other fears too, hidden within, I actually allowed myself to “jump off the cliff” following our guidance to move to Hawaii in 1994. Over the many years, the dolphins and whales helped me to release that fear so deeply. I do feel I am now free of it for the most part, thanks to the cetaceans and to my amazing husband, Doug, who supports me on all levels.

Back in October, while we were facilitating our whale-swim retreat in beautiful Mo’orea, the last Thursday swim (October 8) brought forth the extraordinary initiation that I have written about in my blog (scroll down). At that time, the whales told me (and it was confirmed by my spiritual teacher, David) that I was going to give birth to a new me … I was the Mother and the Child. I was symbolically carrying the new me. I knew the gestation would take nine months.

During the last nine months, I have had delicious time to just be … no work during this time. I gave myself the gift of only focusing on myself for this gestation period. For days on end, I would sit in our yard here in the beautiful rain forest and just allow myself to sit and be with nature. There was nothing I HAD to do! Pele held my feet to the fire supporting my clearings. Surrounded by the sacred Ohia trees and giant ferns in the peaceful surroundings here has allowed my process of deeper healing to unfold and my body to finally let go of ancient negative energy from this life and other lifetimes too.

I have so loved this quiet time, even though I had pains in my body and emotional clearings off and on all along the way. My body showed me through the pain that, despite years and years of healing, I had not completely unearthed and been conscious of remnants of past trauma from my childhood that were still stuck.

We had to go through all of our things that have been in paid storage since July of 2019 and clear out even more. This allowed me to find treasures of awakening that I had written about in my journals, and memories began to flourish.

As the months rolled on, different memories from the dysfunction came into my awareness to be felt, cried out and loved, which led to many times of forgiveness and clearing. I was aware enough to allow the feelings and not to do spiritual bypassing. My amazing husband, Doug, would stop what he was doing and just hold me as I cried and shook until the psychic pain passed once again.

July 1, as I was nearing the ninth month date of my spiritual gestation time, I was guided to do a seven day silent retreat. This was perfect for me as I could really look over the last nine months and understand it all. I did a few meditations each day, read excerpts from books that were guided by my Higher Self, wrote in my journal and allowed myself to just be with the silence.

On July 6, I had the very strong feeling that this was to be my new birth-day. As I made my way to my favorite spot in our backyard up on the little hill to find the perfect spot to sit, I heard, “This is like your third dimensional birth (I was born on Easter) … like Easter and being re-born into the Light.”

Earlier that day I had finished my journaling and delving into various etheric ceremonies guided by my Higher Self (HS). I did feel complete and ready for birth. The following is what happened for my new birth. Continue reading

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Deep Healing Journey

Trish at 2 Years Old

The Ignition

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

This is such a profound time for healing for all humanity.  It is the time of the Great Awakening.  We know that humanity and the earth are raising the frequencies from the third to the fifth dimension and to allow for this transition, the imbalance must be brought into balance.  What this requires is that the darkness that has permeated our human journey must come forward to be seen, then loved, and then transmuted into Light ultimately

When I can be totally in the Light of All Possibility I can see that it is ALL Light so there is nothing to do but accept this journey as it is and be in the knowing that all is God.  And as we all are moving in that direction and feeling more and more wisdom leading us there, I am healing on deeper and deeper levels to embrace that wisdom completely.  The journey of healing is leading me there, as it is for many.

About a year ago, when we were with the whales in Mo’orea in 2019, the clear message they gave us was, “Dive deeper.”  Oh no, I thought …  I thought I had already dived so very deep after expending twenty-five years in therapy and energy work before we came to Hawaii to work with the cetaceans for another twenty-seven years!  I know they have helped me to clear my fear of losing financial security, so I thought I was pretty well finished with the deep work!  I figure that I have been on this journey of self-discovery for more than fifty years!  You mean thee is more to unearth??!!

Living in Volcano on Big Island with Goddess Pele and her Fire of Purification has allowed this inner journey to unearth more stuff to be healed.  I am so grateful to be here in the rain forest surrounded by the sacred Ohia trees and a hot tub to soothe my body.

Since the powerful initiation I had with the humpback whales a few months ago back in October of 2020 (see the post below), I have been going even deeper within to allow my soul to ferret out any remnants from my years of healing my dysfunctional childhood.

A few days ago, I had yet another great awakening and profound healing of my little girl.  During the visions that I saw, I was dropped into the deepest level of compassion for humanity than I have ever felt.  I will share the story now. Continue reading

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